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Well this is the day that has set me back alot, Audra is going in for the biop in her cervix to check on her regarding cancer growth,

I  have been sick with grief and have not shared it with anyone. When this all started I had a bad case of depression hit me now for months, I am on medication now for it to help me help her through this.

Please help Audra with your prayers, no mother can do it all.

blessings to all,Alma

Alma, I will be praying for your daughter and praying that you find peace during this difficult time in your family life.

Alma, please know that I am holding you and Audra up in prayer ... constantly.  I know what it is to have a daughter diagnosed with cancer ... God is able!  Trust Him for strength and comfort -- and PEACE!   

Father, I want to pray for my sister Alma just now.  I ask You to give her true peace in knowing You and trusting Your perfect will.  Oh Father, overcome our human frailties, and give her peace with her hand placed in Your hand.  And Father, You know what's best to do with Audra - I pray You'l glorify Yourself in her and in Alma as well through our Lord Jesus Christ.

I am also praying for you and your daughter. 

God Bless,

Liz

Alma my friend, my thoughts and prayers are with you and Audra at this time.

Much love and hugs,

Anna 

Alma,

Praying for you and Audra, all the way over in Japan.  So while you are sleeping...


In His Grip,
Kevin

Alma, praying up here in Canada.  Please keep us posted.

(We'll have to have that phone conversation soon sweetie)

Dear all,

  Thank you all for the needed prayers right now, it seems like I have been unable to handle this burden for my daughter,  Audra is my gift from God and my reason for being who I have become.

Yesterday they spent 30 minutes removing  2 of the growths in the office and then they had a very hard time getting her to stop bleeding, not good news they say,and they also explained the importance of not  overdoing it a few days,  she felt better today she says, not so sore, Thank you sweet Jesus.


Now we play the wait game of 2 weeks before the lab reports I am not sure which is harder the first time we  hear this news or waiting again.

I believe God gave me Audra for a reason and I have always needed her more than she did me.

Thank you all again, so very much.

Alma.

I understand, Alma ... oh, how I do understand ... Our God is able... and I am still praying

Jane,

You have been through this haven't  you.  I can tell by your heart felt prayers.

This is really strainning me,  I had to go on meds to keep me calm and not so depressed over this, it has been going in for months, Audras doctor had broke his back right before her last appointment and she has waited on him to return to work, Dr Racine delivered both my grandaughters from Audra, and he knows her. She also feels more comfortable with him regarding this issue.

I know I can be a strong anchor for Audra,  she is nothing like me,  "she is sweet and quite, discplined", , well,   we both are smart.



I haven't told her of the fear this could put into a mother, I just keep on keeping on, I know God is able, I am just waiting on him now to help me be.

Thank you so very much for your love and prayers and concern.

Blessing,  Alma

Well here we are one week closer to the answer of course we know Audra is c free and going to feel great .

I have been just staying in prayer and believing.

On Monday we will here the results so just a feww more days, and my stomach aches.

Love to all, Alma

Keep holding on to Him, Alma ... we know our God is still in control.  And He isn't a bit worried.   

Dear all my wonderdful prayer partners,


I have needed you all so , Thank you. ,

Now the time did come yesterday when we got the results back, it wasn't what we had prayed for, Audra is going into surgery on Janurary 15, 2007, we are now doing the cone biopsy to see how far up into her little body this stuff has grown,
NOT GOOD

PLEASE I NEED YOU all ,   The doctor ask Audra if she wasn't ready to die yet,  was she?  She said No of course and he said Good they will do what ever it takes..  Than.

It looks like another month of sedatives for me, I just keep telling her she is ok and not to repeat a word the doctor said, not to confess this out loud and have no fear.

Any other advice form you all.

I need to go now, I am not doing my best.

God be with us all, Alma

don't worry Alma God is in control and i will keep on praying for both of you

Dearest iba, you are an angel, Thank you and May God bless you as you have mee lately with your wonderful kindness and prayers.

I have strated to feel better with some anti depressants and xanax for the anxiety, not so strong now, and it has helped, dr said this is only temperaly/.


All my love, Alma

Alma,  hold on, honey, while we are holding you.

I read of miracles every day.  How many times have we heard of someone who the doctors gave little time and they disregarded everything the doctor said and lived on.   My heart is with you.  My prayers are there too.  Our Father has been here before any of us.      I can't imagine how awful this is for you.  But God knows exactly how it is, and He is on your side.  hugging you in my heart...nita

Just a qiuck update,

First Thank you all for your loving kindness and prayers, so much has happenend since i last posted.

But the great news is Audras spirit, she says mom, all kinds of women I have talked to have been through this and they are fine, she dose have a great outloook and we know how important that is, she also says god would never leave her babies alone, this young in life.  They too have been praying mommy will feel better.

We have 14 days now before the surgery and so I will keep you posted, and Thank you all again,

Alma

Thanks for letting us know, Alma.     Audra is right to have a positive outlook through this.  I will continue to pray with you that the operative word here is "through" and that the Lord will bring her through to health and happiness and a wonderful testimony to answered prayers. 

Dear all,

   This is the week now of Audras surgery, she has her pre op today and we leave Wednesday night for the hotel, next to the hospital and Thursday, she gose in, I will be finding out what time today and will post it for you.

I have not been much good lately, seems I have been preocupied, I apologize for my lack of particapation, I love you all so dearly.

I have a wire broadband I got for me to be able to take my cpmouter, so I will be HERE on Thursday morning hoping you all will joining me in prayer during her surgery, I could use the support team, I will be the only one there.


I will be in later, God Bless you all.

Alma

Alma it is perfectly understandable that you have been "preoccupied" lately ... Who wouldn't be!    

Thanks for the information and you can count on my prayers for both you and Audra not only on Thursday but every day!       

Jane,

you are such a sweet soul and I tahnk you for all yoir loveingkindness.
Audra is going in Thursday mid morning to prep and than , i will let you know when they take her into the surgery.

All my love, In Jesus name, Alma

Dear Alma.........we are continuing to pray and waiting for you to come tell us how you and Audra are doing.  I also know something of what you are going through.  But...This, too, shall pass.  Holding you close in love and prayers.  Janet

Dear all,

  It has been a week plus since Audras surgery, she did fine in sugery, they had a hard time with her bleeding after the bio, again we wait until this thusday for more results and than we go to the next step,

I have been trying to keep her heathly, happy and we are waiting on the healing,  it comes slowly.

I will keep in touch better. 

Much liove, Alma

Dear Alma~   I so appreciate your taking the time to come in and let us know about Audra.  To us (me at least) it has been a very long week of waiting and wondering about just what was happening. 

I know you are near exhaustion but I can also read hope in your words.... Just keep leaning hard on Jesus and you'll all be fine.  I KNOW He loves you and has the perfect plan for each one of us.

My prayers are still with you as we await the results and contemplate the next step. 

Thank you Alma for coming to give us an update on Audra. Will keep on praying for that healing.